Today was horrible.
But it was just a day.
Tomorrow will be better..
Actually tomorrow will be as much fucking awesome as can possibly be packed into 24 hours a because I’m doing CRAZY things to my hair in the morning, getting a matching tattoo with my sis and another tattoo for myself potentially after that, followed by getting drunk as seeing “said the whale” in concert at ufest.
Now for eating good food accompanied by movie/cuddles until tomorrow comes.
I just need a friend to sit around with on sunny days outside, listening to fleet foxes, doing crafty things, and talk about life without having to worry about shit. Someone that attempts to make plans with me as much as I do.
Live like the lotus… At ease in muddy water 🌿
self care ideas ( ◠ ᴥ ◠ )
- eat fruit or something sweet
- take a warm bath with lots of bubbles!!
- brush hair gently
- walk outside barefoot, look at nice flowers
- listen to soft nice music
- go to the thrift store and buy nice old clothes
- bake something
- do laundry and make clothes smell nice
- brush cat
All of theseeee….
(Source: fruitleaf, via saepphire)
The Year of Me
Its starting September 1st. A new commitment… to good ol’ me.
-No more working jobs where managers/ people treat me like crap 24/7
-No more living out of a suitcase like I have the past 4 years it seems
-No more putting the stresses of others before my own personal health
… And just overall treating myself better. I want to become more forgiving of myself… to be proud of everything I’ve accomplished in my adult life thus far (Which is surprisingly a lot.)
I want to be a healthy strong individual. More time with friends, more time treating myself with exercise, hobbies, organizing time for quiet study (school and personal knowledge) and overall just attempting to put myself first for once, as this is something I’ve continuously failed to do over the past few years.
Because honestly the life of a nursing student could mentally kill a girl. So I’m setting aside these last two semesters to try and save what little I feel I’ve got left.
Just spent half an hour writing out a rant about how horrible my day was.. Only for my computer to delete the post magically before I hit submit.
HMM so what is new
- school starts a week from today and I have NO information about my classes because my degree is great like that.
- I’ve been working my butt off on this photography thing and have basically made no money from it, despite the feedback / continuous requests and new bookings.
- rent. lovely.
- finding a new dog-friendly rental. also lovely.
- offered two jobs and haven’t heard from either of them in over a month despite attempted contact